That's the baby this week, so cute! I just wanna pinch it! I keep having dreams that something is wrong- I dreamt last night it's heart beat was 423 bpm. And so the doctor said it was dead?! I've been having alot of those dreams lately. Probably because I'm so stressed. My mother was my gynocologist in that one though. Freaky eh?

Well my sister arrived a week ago. We have had to fight like hell with her over the smallest of shit. She wants to be on MY computer all day long - She is always on the phone with her druggie friends....It's somewhat ridicoulous. I mean my phone is never charged now. So as the horrible person I am I restricted her from doing those things. Because one, shes here to get away from her old bad influences, and two, she doesn't need to do the stupid stuff she did all over again. I think the biggest issue I have with Casey is the fact I don't trust her. I mean she threw me in jail, she dated (screwed is more of the word) my ex-boyfriend while we were together, and she stole everything I had from my apartment one year. I MEAN EVERYTHING. One time I had to stay in Galveston for a week or so because the cops found pictures of her and her friends holding screwdrivers to my head- I was asleep. They took my car keys, and my house keys. It just wasn't cool. Then I have the decency to allow her back into my house, and she has the nerve to pull this shit?!

She keeps running away in the middle of the night - but that has gotten better. Anyhow. Casey is just one of those people who you look at and you just wanna punch, she gets under my fucking skin. And she stinks too, no matter how many baths she takes.

She keeps flirting with my husband too. He was going to get her a job where he works, but I just can't do it. Call me a bitch- But the last thing my sister and I have for one another is lots of love. And her track record isn't very spotless. Another thing about Casey I don't get is the way she wants everything. We had to buy her cigs, because she kept asking people in cars next to us for one, or she would stop people in wal mart. It was very embarassing. She acts like a hobo. Then, we were in Wal-mart and there was these 3 girls who were being all annoying and screaming and yelling, they were asking people for shit and cussing every 3 seconds, and Casey was like, Those girls are fucking disgusting...I looked at her and rolled my eyes, Hunny- Thats you- Right there, thats how you act. She didn't believe me of course, But what the hell. She is probably making everything worse right now, but . .... I couldn't leave her on the streets- addicted to drugs and jobless.

Stoopid girl.